Saturday, July 31, 2010

jumaat yang indah n mnyakitkan ati....

salam...pas lbih kurg sebulan menjalani sem baru kt uitm 2, ni la 1st time blik umah...ouh..rndu gle ngn fmily, katil n my lulu....hahaha..lulu is so cute taw...smpai rumah around 9 cm 2 la...jammed truk kt shah alam...bnjir kot...kete jln cm kura2...kura2 lg cpt la sbnrnye..huhu..

smpai je umh trus mndi n mkn..lapar taw...then,kms2 sket....lpas kmas..mula la jlnkan aktivity harian which is on9..huhhu..f d hatiku...smbil2 fb 2 on la jgk ym....chat ngn ath n shila...tgh2 syok chat n blas2 cment kt fb..pap!! tetbe dat mamat yg da lme gle lost cntact on9...scare automatiknye aku rse bedebar2..hakhakhak...ayt x bole blah kn...bkn la..yela...da lme kot x cntct..msti r rse lain..plus dlu mmg ade heart feelings ngn dia 2...then....aku ni ngn ati yg dup dap, ty la membe2 wht should i do..???dorg suh aku chat ngn dia,..tpaku cuak kot...hahahah...ngn rse ati yg bedegup2..aku pon buzz dia..dia buzz aku blik...n..aku ty la..spe ni..??knon2 lupe la...cbe teka dia jwb pe..dia kte nme dia JACK!!

damn..ble plak dia tkr nme...elo bro..lau da xnk chat 2, ckp je la trus trang..x yh nk tkr2 nme...ingt aku x taw ke..muke kau 2 x pnhnye aku lupe...huh!!sakit ati tol aku...dr mood aku hapy2 sbb dia on9..trus betukar jd mnympah...hei..mnsia ni mmg la...duniawi btol..then aku ty la asal mne..dia x jwb lak..nmpk sgt dia 2 sje je..pe la slhnye ckp nme btol je...x yh la nk selindung2..lau ko x ingin, aku seribu kali x ingin...bole jaln la...plih je nk highway mne..da byk highway da skg nih..sila kn jaln...huh!! nseb la x jmp dia lg..lau x..mmg mntk kaki..rse cm nk sound je dia..tp kne sbr..dia x serang aku, so aku x leh serang dia..kesopanan kne jge..huhu..

sbr zaty..sabar...bia la dia ngn dunia dia..pape pon..aku harap dia bhagia ngn idop dia...gne la nme JACK 2 lau 2 yg bole wt dia hapy..nme 2 jauh gle beza dr nme dia yg btol..adeh..xkn culture shock kot..

p/s : jgn la nk ubh diri semata2 nk kaburi org lain...lau rse2 da xnk cntct ngn org 2, ckp je trus trang..xde la org 2 mngharap..n pliz..jgn la bg hrpn palsu..ksian kt org 2..hh

Monday, March 15, 2010

ketidaksedapan ati....

hmm..sudenly rse x sdp ati lak..
nk blik rr...huuuu...
sgt sedeyh la cm ni...
mish my home...
mish my familia...
mish everything...

kje byk..
tp xde mood nk wt...
arghh!!x ske prasaan cmni..
tnsion2...even bru smlm blik umh..
tp rse cm da lme je x blik..
pe cer..??gilak2...
rse cm da mereng da pale otak ni...

lau dpt kareoke syoknyer..
hahaha..tetbe jew...
sah pale aku da mereng..
huahuahua...

whtever it is..
shoping is de best...
duet xde nk shoping..
mimpi la zaty oiii...
huhuhu..
da la...mkin lme mkin byk aku merapu dlm ni..
ciao...

Sunday, March 14, 2010

mgu apakah ini..?

hmm..ksian kt kwn aku dorg 2...
chill ea my fren..
its not the end of ur life..
chill2 kn dri..
t msti okeh..
huhuhu..

aku ni ckp org kn..
but sumtimes aku rse down gler2..
tataw npe..
ble tgk org2 hapy wif their life..
aku rse kekosongn dlm dri aku..
y..?aku sndri x taw..
mybe sbb de yg x cmplete in my life kowt..
arghh...lntak la kn..
membe2 rmai rite..
but its still not same..

kdg2 tringin nk rse blik dat feeling...
tp ble dgr cte2 sdey membe2..
prasaan 2 ilang..
ble sunyi nk plak rse ade org disamping kte..
i mean..de special 1 la kn,.
lau membe mmg la rmai..
but cm yg aku ckp td..
de feeling is not same..

hmm..pale da start bepusing..
pening2...k la..
tetbe je rse nk post n3..
sbb tnsion kowt kn..
k2..smpai sni jew..
daaaa...