Last Night Was a Fairy Tale =D

Hye korg2… Today was a fairy tale… hahaha… im hapy banget2 skg ni.. erm, bkn skg ni la, mlm td actly…

Haha cube teka..

Ape?

Ape?

Ape?

Hehehehe Bkn nk berbangge la..tp aku mmg STALKER yg berjaya… bkn ape, mlm td tetbe je aku terbukak page si dia..hehehe.. klau sblm ni, ble aku bkak page dia, msti sdeh2 n geram2 je..tp mlm td, hihihi..aku senyum jek..mula2 terkejut + x cye..tp pastu, aku happy sgt2… tgk cm profile dia bersih dr sebarang cela.. *cela kt mate aku la No more gmbr that girl..hahahaha sy hapy…

belek punye belek..dr 1 gmbr ke 1 gmbr.. *Ting* kua mentol..nmpk x?? haha terpikir lak aku, dia da xde pape ke ngn that girl?? Hehe Kalau la mmg da x de, wah…Aku la org paling happy… Jahat kn aku??? Bkn cm 2 la sbnrnye… aku x la jht sgt…tp x byk, sikit 2 ade la happynye sbb dia single..n aku pon single.. haha nmpk sgt harap lg kt dia 2…

Sebenarnye kn, aku bru tersedar 1 sifat x elok dlm dri aku ni.. sblm ni aku x sdar sifat 2 ade dlm dri aku… tp sifat 2 sgt kuat ble ia berkaitan ngn hati especially ble aku d kecewakan… cube teka ape bnda??

Sensitive?

2 mmg slalu ade…

Tabah??

Haha lau aku tabah, x la aku nanges ble taw dia in a relationship dlu 2…

ok2..sifat yg aku bru perasan 2 ialah, x lain x bukan..

DENDAM

seriously aku baru perasan sifat 2… how bad I am rite?? Tp x la dendam sgt… sikit jek… bile dia da dpt blsnnye, aku akn ok la…hehe Cm skg ni, aku da x dendam la.. sbb si dia da clash ngn gadis 2..agknye la kn… tp x ksah la… yg pnting, page dia 2, kt album si dia 2, mmg da xde gmbr2 org lain selain dia… hehehehe.. puas ati saya.. *SMILE

Fuhh!! Lega la aku… Lalalalalala =D Iam sooooo happy rite now… rse cm nk lompat je… weeehooooo!!!! Itu je la psl n3 kali ni… Eh3.. de lg 1… Jumaat ni bersamaan 10 dec 2010 ktorg student UiTM akn taw result exam…huhh gile nervous.. Tp da wt yg the best.. so, redha je la..ye dak?? Wish Me Luck ye kwn2… Bye2 Salam.. =D

Aku Kne Tag La Pulak

Hai2 korang2 sume...lame aku update blog ni..bukan ape, aku xde bnda2 mnarik yg nk d abadikan dlm ni..huhu..Baru2 ni buka, tetbe kne tag plak...1st time ni kne tag...aku x reti bnda2 ni sebenarnye..kne blaja dr yg lbih tawu ni...huhuhu..pape pon, da kne tag kn..1st time plak 2, so, wt la bnda alah ni...huhuhu..excited plak tetbe...


my personality:

• i’m loud.
•i’m obnoxious.
•i’m sarcastic.
•i’m cocky.
•i cry easily.
•i have a bad temper.
•for the most part i don’t like people.
•i’m easy to get along with.
•i have more enemies than friends.
•i’ve smoked.
•i’ve smoked weed.
•i drink coffee.
•i clean my room daily.




my appearance:

• i wear makeup.
•i wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
•i wear contacts.
•i wear glasses.
•i have braces.
•i change my hair colour often
•i straighten my hair often
•i have a piercing
•i have small feet




relationships:

•i’m in a relationship now.
•i’m single.
•i’m crushin’.
•i’m in love.
•i’m always scared of being hurt.
•an ex has physically abused me at least once.
•i’ve told someone i loved them when i didn’t.
•i’ve told someone i didn’t love them when i did.
•i’ve been in love more than two times.
•i believe in love at first sight.
•i believe lust is more important than love.




friendships:

• i have a best friend.
•i have at least ten friends.
•i’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
•i’ve beaten up a friend.
•i’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
•i can trust at least five people with my life.




experiences:

•i’ve been on a plane.
•i’ve been on a train.
•someone close to me has died.
•i’ve taken a taxi.
•i’ve taken a city bus.
•i’ve taken a school bus.
•i’ve gone bungee jumping.
•i’ve made a speech.
•i’ve been in some sort of club.
•i’ve won an award.
•i’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
•i’ve been in a physical fight




music:

• i listen to rnb
•i listen to country.
•i listen to pop.
•i listen to techno.
•i listen to rock.
•i’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until i hate it.
•i hate the radio.
•i download music.
•i buy cd’s.




television:

•i spend at least six hours a day watching television.
•i watch soap operas daily.
•i’m in love with days of our lives.
•i’ve seen and liked the o.c.
•i’ve seen and liked one tree hill.
•i’ve seen and like americas next top model.
•i’ve seen and like popular.
•i’ve seen and like 24.
•i’ve seen and liked csi.
•i’ve seen and like everwood.




family life:

•i get along with both of my parents.
•my biological parents are still together.
•i have at least one brother.
•i have at least one sister.
•i have at least one step brother/sister.
•i have at least one half brother/sister.
•i’ve been kicked out of the house.
•i’ve ran away from my home.
•i’ve sworn at my parents.
•i’ve made my parents cry.
•i’ve lied to my parents.
•i’ve lied to my parents about where i am.
•i’ve lied to my parents about what i’m doing.
•i’ve lied to my parents so i’d be allowed out
.•i’ve walked out when i’ve been grounded.




hair:

• i’ve been brown.
•i’ve had streaks.
•i’ve cut my hair in the past year.
•i’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
•i’ve been blonde.
•i’ve had black.
•i’ve been red.
•i’ve been light brown.
•i’ve been medium brown.
•i’ve been blue/green.
•i’ve gotten my hair thinned.
•i use conditioner.
•i’ve used silk therapy.
•i’ve used hot oil treatments.
•i’ve curled my hair.
•i’ve straightened my hair.
•i’ve ironed my hair.
•i’ve braided my hair.




school:

•i’ve yelled at a teacher.
•i’ve been suspended.
•i’ve had an in-school suspension.
•i’ve been sent to the principals office.
•i’ve walked out of class.
•i’ve skipped an entire day of school.
•i’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
•i’ve failed a test.
•i’ve cheated on a test.
•i’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
•i’ve failed art.
•i’ve failed p.e.
•i’ve failed math.
•i’ve failed science.
•i’ve failed another class.
•a teacher has called my parents

Okeh...da siap jawab daa...aku jwb ngn jujur taw...huhuhu...sape2 yg nk jwb gak bnda2 ni, sila2 la ea...aku x reti nk tag2 org kt blog ni...huhu..so, silakan ye...

Why I Can't Forget You????

~ 2008 ~

Baru je menamatkan zaman2 sekolah menengah...tgu offer ke u or matrik... Aku mmg x harapkan form 6...aku x nk msuk form 6... aku x nk pkai bju sekola lg... aku da puas pkai bju sekola...lame kot... malangnye, ms result pggilan mtrik n u, aku x dpt pon... sedih sgt2... sbb aku rse result aku ok je... lpasla lau nk msuk mtrik.. knp aku x dpt?? nk x nk terpaksa amek form 6 gak... tp, nseb aku baek... aku dpt second intake tuk matrik... bahagianye... seminggu 2 mmg minggu yg bz tuk aku...kne setelkan sume form2 sume... aku x ingt tarikh, tp aku n fmily gerak dr selangor ke utara tnh air..subuh2 ktorg da smpai... g ke matrik 2... "Sini la tmpt aku blaja nti" aku ckp dlm ati... *senyum*

Esoknye bermula la ari2 aku kt matrik 2... seronok..membe2 ok... surrounding ok.. everything is ok...hmm, ade 1 x ok... jauh... sgt2 jauh from fmily... sepanjang idop, ni la tmpat pling jauh yg aku pegi.. Sendiri... without fmly... nsib ade membe2 yg slalu support... so, not a big deal 4 me... aku x ksah duk sorg.. aku bole berdikari... enough wit that... 2 bkn pe yg aku nk cte... sekadar poembuka bicara kpd crite yg sbnr... ok... sem 1 d mtrik x bpe enjoy sbb bru knl2 kn..so, x bpe rapat..All my sweet memory terjadi ms hujung sem 1... ms 2 la aku knl ngn sumone... yes... haha... teenagers.. normal la kn...n ktorg pon berkenalan through my friend... da knl, so, ktorg jmp la... somewhere kt utara 2... *tmpat terpaksa d rahsiakn k Actly ktorg x la terus kan ke perhubungn ke yg lebih serius... mmg niat 2 ade... tp ade krisis ms 2... n aku pon jauh... aku x bpe berani nk amek risiko... so, ktorg terputus cm 2 je... sdih mmg sdih... tp 2 pilihan dia.. aku hormati keputusan dia sbb 2 berkaitan ngn kehidupan slps mati.. xpe... so, terputus la perhubungn ktorg.....

~ 2009 ~

Tahun ni berlalu cm 2 je...without any news bout him... ade la aku korek2 sket dr member aku 2... dia tga blja under SPA... everytime aku ty membe aku 2, msti si dia tga praktikal... x pela... n in my mind, dia msti da ade yg punye... msti la kn... kwn aku pon ade bg2 hint psal dia da ade gf... *Hello!!do i care??? Malangnye.. "Yes!! I do care if dia da ade gf" i just can't accept..sbb dlu dia bg aku excuse yg x memungkinkan dia cple before marriage... such a jerk kn.. haaaa,,mula la aku nk mencarut ni....

~ 2010 ~

Taon ni aku still wit my activity.. korek cte sal si dia through my friend 2.. n dgn baek hatinye dia gtaw fb si dia... *Happynyer Tp its not like what i expected... 1st bnda yg aku tgk is relationship dia...n ternyata, in relationship... masa tgk 2, aku rase cm ati aku ni lruh..hncur sehancurnye... sedih + geram... n smpai skg aku msih stalk dia... *jahat kn??? i just can't forget him..but why???? aku nk lupakan dia... nk sgt.. but i can't... ssh sangat,... i need sumone yg bole buat aku lupe t dia... 4 the time being, kwn2 aku la yg bole wt aku lupe dia.. 2 pon kjap je...

Sooo korng...aku perlukan pandangan or advice or anything yg aku kne buat tuk lupe kan dia.. plz...really need korg pnye advice or cadangan..aku x sgup da ni ingt hak org...dia xkn jd milik aku... Really really need pndang n advice dr korg.. Thanks...